sad! . i did not present well for my story telling presentation and paul gie me a sly look when i was presenting. i feel so terrible. my heart went dead and it seems that it doesnt not beat. i really feel very sad and lots of disappointment in myself! . i had spend so much time preparing and memorising and all effort gone to waste. i might fail the story telling becos paul may think that i did not even read the story book at all . seriously speacking . this is the first time i finish reading a story book. since primary sch . i had not read FINISH a story book before and becos of this assignment, i finally did it . but my presentation was bad .. i hate myself ..
And , i had been a bad fren ? ... i dun noe . i PS jh today cos i presented yesterday . but i dun wanna waste my time there siting there 3 hour listening to people presenting. is a total waste of time . and , i walk off yestrday becos jh and sf wanna wait for all for dinner or smth . but i waiting like 1/2 hour with them . yet no one is moving off . and i was super upset wif my presentation... so i went off. and s spoke quietly that i going off and i jus did. i had msg jh but she did not reply . is she angry? . i really dunno how to be a good fren. a good fren is one who need to follow her fren wherever she goes and be wif her , even thought u dun wan it ?> ... i m really confused. and sad . becos she did not reply me . things had really becoming from bad to worst ppl! .
my rendering , gosh... it is like cannot render till the effect . it is difficult and my morale really just go down.. didnt hae the mood to do it. but i need to hand up on 25th nov. it was extended ... but dun forget, i still have my next module starting on the 17th of no, means if i nv finish i will hae more work to do. i m really going craZY! SOOn! ,,,
now i wish to go SWimming , tanning, movie, swensen or mushroom chicken horfan, more more joy and fun !!!!! ,,,,,,,,,,, i hate the life i m going through now where u go sch everyday to chiong for TONES AND TONES of work that will not finish until hols...
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